He texted me again last night saying that he loves me but I don't try to understand his perspective! Then he says he's giving up and he will leave me in peace!

Again, No answer from me!

I had a good session with my therapist. She told me I got to get rid of my fears of loneliness; she said these are all in your head and then you let the people to learn about it and use it against you.

I feel I'm stepping in a self realization journey! Meditation helps a lot. Also, reading.

I might just email him and give him some peace and conclusion, but then my friend told me the moment I email him, he will see it as a window and he will jump right into it!

Last night was exactly two weeks of break up. And, yes, he's the one who is leaving me then he's the one who wants me back!

I know I'm not an ugly woman. I know I get attention from guys. There is another guy last night asked me out. He's a friend. He's handsome and young, probably even younger than me. However, I know I'm not ready. I just want to keep him as a friend. So, I didn't go out with him last night.

I know I should give a chance to guys. It's been just two weeks.