well i'd just like to thank everyone for their help and feedback. I don't think i'll be around much anymore. I am aware of proper ettiquette on these types of forums, and do my best to follow those rules. However, in this type of situation, I feel it is best to be 100% and completely honest. When I posted the original that was my main concern. However, now I feel as though I am not allowed to be. Therefore this doesn't seem to be the right type of forum for me to discuss my problem. I do appreciate everyones input and wish you all the best.