I too was abused as a child, over and over, at 13 I was put into foster care and I thought it was horrible, my first foster home was cruel and not much better than what I had come from. But, I took advantage of the situation. Eventually I was placed with a nicer family, not quite the same as having actual loving parents, but they didn't beat me or call me names. I worked hard at school, graduated High school and even went on to graduate from college. I carry a lot of baggage with me, it will probably never go away. But, be strong...you can make it through this and eventually it does get better, if you let it. I would recommend counseling, it might help to have someone to just talk to. I feel your pain and I hope you keep fighting, take control of your life and make it better than what you started with.

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