I've been feeling the same way. I was in a pet store yesterday and I just couldn't stop thinking about hurting the animals. I quickly realized how horrible that was and it made me want to cry. I'm sorry you're feeling this way as well. I agree with those who say that you aren't like those people who harm baby animals for fun because you are devastated by your thoughts and you think they are wrong. I would definitely contact a therapist or doctor if you aren't already seeing one just to get things under control.