I feel you completely lolodian4ever. You are not the only one. I know how this feels. Not having sex/a girlfriend can be, and is very depressing. It takes a shot at our manhood. Can make you feel like less of a man. That's what it does to me. I am 35 have had some serious relationships but not for a long time. Around 7 years. Embarrassing to me. I usually do not tell people how this bothers me. After having women screw me over left and right I have been sceptical of women. My last one staged a robbery and stole my stuff. Been thrown in jail cuz of women, had them cheat on me, try to get other dudes to fight me and more. So I didn't want a relationship for quite a while. This while turned into years. After a long time of not having a girlfriend I forgot how to be around women. I'm not a womanizer and do not play women.I'm a good, respectful guy. Unfortunately it seems nice guys do finish last. I've had friends who just go and lie, and get women. I feel this is wrong. I will not do that, but women like being told what they wanna hear. There are good women who are not like that but hard to come by however. Anyways I have tried to meet women and now have no luck. I also am good looking and usually workout. This don't help much if you can't talk to a woman. My current mental state makes me not even bother. I have high anxiety and can't even be around people. My depression is so bad I don't even wanna try. I too feel I am at the end of the road because of many reasons, but this is something that does bother me. I did have a girlfriend a few months ago but she was just using me. We were never even intimate. It was a short time so to me it doesn't even count. I did let my guard down and she hurt me. In the end she ended up saying she was a lesbian. What the f***!!!!!! Makes me kinda feel like Ross from Friends. So anyways I too am confused about myself. I am lonely. Don't know what to do, but just wanted to let you know I understand how you feel about having no intimacy and feeling incomplete without another half. Kinda lost my train of thought about what I was trying to say so I hope this makes some sort of sense and gives you some comfort. Wish I had some advice to give but I'm pretty much in the same boat. Hang in there.