No I've not been on meds for awhile now. I took 20 mg Citalopram for awhile but I'm not on anything now. I'm Just feel so empty all the time, I make myself go run in the evening after it cools off but before I even get back home the "High" has worn off I have to fight with myself constantly at work because all I really want to do is play on my phone or stare at the wall. I don't even want to watch TV. I Feel like all the good times are behind me, there's nothing left to look forward to anymore.