tks,gos.
and they got me upset,and i was *****ed about by ppl because of the upset look,include all alone and sad and stay home all time.though they,the family,never "admit" the outside pressure before me,they use the pressure to press me more.
i know everything in this situ,just ask how to stop this.for one i know,i need some backup,even the backup voice and letters towards their ear and eyes,hers right now.
i would've posted others things,but she came up before i woke up,i was messed up from head to toe again,and lasted the whole day,that is the only second i am clear.