I'm in our bedroom. I was writing, thinking about how good I've been lately, regarding attacks of paranoia, and then I heard keys jingling, and thought, oh, how nice! My husband is home early.

But then I heard the keys again.

And then I realized THERE ARE NO KEYS IN OUR APARTMENT RIGHT NOW. And there was no way my husband could be home because we have a really creaky front door. So then I thought oh my god, there's someone in our apartment, but how can there be anyone in our apartment because I didn't hear the door.

So I went to investigate, and that just freaked me out more because the lights are off and I kept on seeing shadows moving around furniture and ****, and now I'm terrified to even move from this spot, and there was an open magazine by the closet with this *****es face on it sneering at me, so I tore it up.

What is up with this ********?!

I'm not in an episode! Why am I suddenly having auditory hallucinations when I've never really had them before?

Is this just some twisted bipolar thing?

Does anyone else experience this ****?!