I've got a big problem and not sure what to do...Last night bit by bit I started remembering the abuse that I went through as a child....I kept dissociating and this morning I am still dissociating...The one person that I thought hadn't been the one that did the abusing, is the exactly the one that did...

Not handling it well at all, completely devastated...I'm not sure if its safe being here or not because of me dissociating....FP