Being in romantic relationship with no love won't work in a long run. If you are good friends though love might grow with time and so can attraction. But if there is no attraction how are you going to be intimate? Don't know how that works .

I really don't understand how you kiss him if you aren't attracted? You can't pay me enough to do that. You mention getting drunk. Not a good idea. Impairs your judgement. And are you on Meds? I had an ex who drank while on Meds.

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