going is up to you. if you need the meds (and she provides that) then I would go and focus on that...
just wondering, have you mentioned any of this to the T. I've done it with past T's at times I felt dismissed, though it was someone I had seen more than a handful of times. Sometimes T's see our presentation and try to focus on the positives. If you are stuck with this one for the time being, might as well reiterate that all of this really bothers you and you want to address it. Therapy is for you afterall, not what the T thinks should be covered. Anxiety can make it difficult to bring this stuff up, and maybe also difficult to express the full extent of it. It may be worth it though... Maybe print out the post you wrote and either give it to the T or read it?