nice nice...
i almost forgot about it..

InAcorner, that`s very romantic! i see most of us here didn`t wait untill they got married. me too.

but i didn`t plan it and didn`t really want it. it was sort of particulary forced...disgusting.
and then i was afraid God would punish me! i was so %#@&#! up that time i though i could marrie him that little piece of %#@&#!. that deady body with no feelings. and after my T heard what he did to me she said "i free you from this thoguh. youi have to leave him"

and that was it so i felt like a sinner and hoped that God would forgive me. but since it wasn`t eamnt to happen that way...i believe he did

thanks for sharing your POV