Definitely seems like it to me.


My first pdoc scoffed at the idea of me seeing a T because according to him I'm high functioning so don't need to waste my money.


The second pdoc, disagreed with my BPD dx (I had to point it out because he was an idiot) because a borderline "would never seek out help, they're too busy being in denial"


I gave him a "are you bloody kidding me look" and asked "so you are refusing to even consider the possibility simply because I'm smart enough to ask for help? Well that's just *****ing retarded"


He eventually ate his words when the T put it in my file though.


Yip, holding it together certainly does not bode well for when you're in crisis and need help from strangers.


I miss my T, he could see right through me and knew when I was imploding. My facade was never a match for him.