Dalila~I like your phrase "love honor and volunteer for punching bag duty. Nope not there." Mad me laugh. Thanks.

Angela~I think thearpy might be a good idea. Everything is just so embarrassing though.

Thanks to both of you for your comments. I don't know why but sometimes the simpliest things just don't make sense in your head. I am keeping myself informed so that I don't fall into the "trap" again. Thanks again.
~Christina.