I finally made it after all these years with no insurance and no medication, just got my Zyprexa prescription and am officially starting my journey to sanity tonight before bed. I want to document how it goes daily for anyone in the future who might find it useful, and also for my own sake, so I can look back and see how things have been going.

Prominent Symptoms
- Insomnia
- Severe Agitation
- Poor Self-Care
- Paranoid Delusions
- Mild Hallucinations
- Unstable Emotions
- Suicidal/Homicidal Ideation
- Self-Isolation
- Anxiety

Most Common Mood Episodes: Dysphoric Mania, Irritable Depression (Mixed States Galore)

Starting Dosage: 5mg Zyprexa (generic)

Will try to update daily on how this goes.