Pickle, when I was a controlling B***h, there was a payback in it for me. It kept others away. I feel like that might be what is happening with you.

I wised up when a patient told me that they got more attention and yet people didn't want to be around them. He said that "negative" attention is better than no attention at all. I took his words to heart and started changing myself.

I don't see any reason for you to be upset that you are posting here. A lot of us post here.

FYI, it took some courage for me to post to you as I don't want you to feel angry at me......xoxoxo pat