I view the world and people in a very strange way. I feel like it would be beneficial to say something to some form of public.
I am constantly in extremely deep thought about everything horrible people do to each other and ourselves. I feel ashamed to be called human, because it almost coneys something negative with the word. I do not understand why people can't just talk, it's all so fake, we talk about things we distract ourselves with like tv, hobbies, and general daily life activities. It seems to never go any deeper. I don't understand people. Aggression seems to be a desired attribute. Many cannot just tolerate each other, and cause harm to each other knowing that more aggression will only produce even more. I am not afraid, but I am worried and very disappointed in the way humans have decided to evolve as a culture. The system is based on a system of exchange, but it is twisted so as to take advantage of the masses. The entire system is broken with inequality, but the masses do not truly have a voice to fight it, because we are distracted by everything else.

I have been stuck on this mindset for 5 years now, and I think about it more and more as I continue. I am amazed at how intelligent we are, but so stupid in the things that truly matter. People think I'm crazy, and I agree with them, because I am the minority. Tolerance. Communication. Understanding. Accepting. It's so easy. ****.

I cannot stress how deeply stuck I am in this infinite loop. Ignorance is bliss.