I struggled with this for YEARS!!! Every once in awhile when I am particularly blue it kinda comes up.

I have spent much time working on what my spiritual feelings are and what I now believe is that we planned this life before we came - I know, dont' flame me, even the bad stuff. But I think we do plan it so that we can come back and learn more lessons until we can cross over to the other side in the most purest and wisdom filled way.

If I believe that it helps me believe that their is a purpose to this.

Tranquility