For the past couple of months (4+), I have found myself unusually quick to anger/rage. EVERYTHING pisses me off -from being asked to repeat something I had previously said, to seeing someone act like a fool. For example, the other day I was at a Panera and a teenage girl dropped her tray -the tray broke from the fall and instead of picking it up or cleaning up her mess she started laughing like a moron and left the mess on the floor. Now, I was just waiting for my sandwich to be ready but this really pissed me off. I don't know why I am so angry lately but I have to constantly hold myself back from hurting people or yelling at them -- I have never acted on my anger in my life but the mere thought or desire to cause harm on another really bothers me. I have no idea why I am so angry and seemingly rage-driven but I hate it, it makes me angry that I'm so angry.
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