those are tapes playing in your head. switch the button off.......

i'm concerned when posters continually post about the negatives and don't celebrate any positives. being alive is positive. having a roof is positive......having PC is positive.

i'm sorry that you feel this way and hope that things look up for you. sometimes we have to provide ourselves a kick in the butt to change things and if we don't.......we're enabling our own behavior.......also, there is a payoff in it but a bigger payoff for trying to change.................PM me if you need to. xoxox pat