Hi gostryter,

You're not a loser... I enjoy seeing you around PC.
You belong here, just as we all do. We’re all so hard on ourselves thinking one’s problems are greater than our own. Even though the severity may differ in each issue we all have a right to “feel.” If something is bothering <font color="green">you</font>, if something hurt<font color="green"> you</font>, if something makes <font color="green">you</font> sad... than it’s important and <font color="green">you</font> should be heard. I’m so sorry you are struggling with self worth right now.
Similar to what Fuzzybear said, anyone who’d encourage you to jump of a bridge is ******* insane

and not who you need in your life right now. And if such sites exist where people do that, I hope they all get shut down. I do hope you stay. You’ll be in my thoughts and I really hope your doc gets rollin’ on finding you the professional help you need and deserve.

Big Hugs. ~ Bee