Im not surprised you had a crappy session, just because anything would gave been a letdown after the excitement of the past couple of weeks. Its been like christmas! Now youre getting back to normal dull life.

My t is trying to teach me the value of consistency, like in diet and exercise and housecleaning. My dad was always in the background doing that, whereas my mother liked to make everything an emergency. Now im nowhere. Im good in an emergency but its tiring, i cant live like that. But nonemergency life seems boring. Is that whats going on?