So many feels! Sometimes I have so many ideas it paralyzes me, like I don't know what to focus on, what's best. Same thing happens when I'm overwhelmed by fear. Sometimes I just flat out don't want to do anything. I think in part that comes from the mundane part of day to day existence... and that part of life just sux. I find action - any action - particularly towards a new goal, is exciting and begets more action. Pick one of those interesting things you want to do and start! Maybe take a class about something you're interested in studying. That has the added benefit of being around new people with similar interest. Kudos for regular exercising too - keep that up!!