thanks bludove,

may god bless u

i have often noticed that sometimes i am too good and the very other second i get angry or depressed...

from childhood onwards i always had a feeling that people dont love me including my parents. i know well that it was just a thought created byme.. and all the mental variations are created by the negative thoughts processsed by me..

i have the insight about me but unable to change the thoughts.. thats y i still ran at the back of the people in search of love and atlast get used and hurted.