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cusack10 said:

ppl don't have to live as human.i am tester for this.ppl in good package,good clothes,good skin,carrying a good bag with good books in it,but dirty sht inside.i don't know them,they don't know me either,i am no harm in any way to them,they sight me,they just know i am easy to busted.or just bust along as others do.that's effect thing imo.

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I think you have a lot of understanding. Is there some way you can find some help? What area (country, state, city) are you located in? Can you find some clinics or mental health services from local government in your area?