I read a post on Facebook about transgenders and I cried from it because though I'm not transgender, I feel this pain every day... But with my age. I'm afraid of talking about it, but I just.. I feel like I'm still a 10-13 year old. Sometimes younger, depending on my emotions. Am I just a sick freak for feeling this way? I don't know how to be my age, my breasts and everything just gross me out. I wish I hadn't gone through puberty and I wish I could be so, so small.. And every day my sex drive lowers, I don't even want to be touched most of the time. Below is the post so that you can understand the feelings behind it, maybe?