I've been in several partial programs. And if my other option was IP, I'd go in a heartbeat. And as for suicide, I have attempted 3 times in my life. But after suffering the death of my very best friend in the world to suicide this May, I no longer have any delusion that the people in my life would be anything other than crushed, no matter how little I think I am worth to them. I know better now. My family would rather have me be alive and destitute than the alternative. I know yours would too.

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