Much like a functioning alcoholic...which I'm no way am, even though I can't drink before noon, but I thnk were all alcoholics in ths family which makes it 1000X harder to cease drinkng.

On the same thought, I am, and always have been, a functioning multiple. It wasn't until recent we said we are..l.nvm the last 30 years.

Anyways, we have been excellent imposters, actors, fakers, and illusionists as to what we really are.

It's over, so tired of faking, especially that we know.

Where to go fom here? Who knows. Life is all about bumping off of bumpers only able to do whatever is available. Some get lucky and go big, some manage, some struggle. I'm managing to almost not struggle.

But, I seem to daily manage moment to moment. We are that good.