Yeah I write and send him gifts all the time!!

I wish I could just find a man who would give me all their money but not want me to actually talk to or spend time with them, lol.

Good luck for the holidays, perhaps make a list of distractions and stuff to do to keep your mind busy. I have just found a great distraction for myself, The Pointless Books, where you do all random stupid stuff, but so much fun!! Just a suggestion if you think you'd be into that too.