Let me explain the situation fully.
Last fall I had a huge falling out with some online friends, which sent me into am emotional and psychological tailspin, the depths of which I had never been to before. One of the "friends" was a guy whom I had developed feelings for and who had first reciprocated those feelings, but later stopped.
I was hurt, and alone and finally wound up going to a psych hospital in my area because for the first time in my life, I felt cold and numb to the point that it scared me. I even paused in front of my medicine cabinet where I keep all my meds and almost opened the door to take all of them at once.
Anyways...I went to the psych ward, got a new prescription, and some very good advice about enriching my home life so I wouldn't be so dependent on the internet for the majority of my social interactions. I even found a therapist, which was part of the whole "recovery plan" they laid out.
So, for the next 4-5 months, I spent a lot of time practicing self care, going to my therapist, and even getting out and dating. I even had a boyfriend. All seemed to be going well, until the 2nd of April, shortly after confirming my new relationship on Facebook. On that day, I received a package in the mail from poopsenders containing a big stinking wad of gorilla dung.
I knew it had to have been from that group of friends who I had a falling out with. They were mocking my newfound relationship. However, I decided to put it out of my mind. Since then, the relationship ran it's course and came to an end. I went back on POF, where I found my ex, and remade my dating profile. Now that same group of online "friends" has gone and blocked me from accessing my POF profile. Changed the Email too so I can't even use it to set a new password.
It's all them, I swear it is. I have no solid proof, but I know it's them.
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[UPDATED: 4/30/2017]
LIFE IS TOO SHORT, TOO VALUABLE AND TOO PRECIOUS A THING TO WASTE!!
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