It might be a long post, but i d really apreciate the help! The thing is i dont know whats wrong with me!
My main concern is that i ve never been with a girl... im 17 and its kinda annoying me, i think thats what s driving my self esteem so low. But what really bothers me, is the fact that i have lots of friends, male and female, im not afraid to talk to girls, i dont suck at talking to them, im not shy at all, ive been told sometimes that im good looking, but i just cant do it! And i really dont know why... but its really killing my self esteem....i overthink things most of the times. To give an example lets say i ve been talking to this girl on tinder, and she seems to like me, i arrange to meet up, and then she says her aunt fell down the stairs and she wont be able to make it in time...she might be telling the truth, but the first thing i come up with, is that she s just making up and excuse and sort of messing with me, making fun of me... i think i have low self esteem, i really do, but the tiniest **** brings me down, even if it is for a short while, for example, i look like **** in most of the photos, and it kinda depresses me for a bit (not for a very long time though) to see a photo where i look like crap... it s really hard to explain... Id apreciate if anyone could give me a hand, an advice, whatever! Thank you people!