I was feeling a little better for a while and now it's getting worse again. I identified the trigger, thinking of having to go to the clinic for my prescription refills every month, especially winter when it's too hard for me! I only have a small shower stall, no tub, no laundry facilities, no intercom for my apartment to the outside, a huge flight of stairs to get outside, more stairs outside the front door, just everything is wrong with this place for me now. I feel so hopeless and lost. I don't want to be here anymore! I want to be away from here!