Hi Macd, It sounds like, despite some of the "creepy banter" you really would like to get involved with others for holidays. I understand the part about getting older and not having a lot of relatives, I am kind of in the same boat. Is it possible for you to make your own holidays with new friends? Do you have a job or belong to any group? Maybe you could start your own traditions with new people. Possibly your new associations will have more in common with you.
I hope you are able to find a solution. I hope I helped!!!
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