You totally get me waggydog. It's really hard to get back to eating less. I've pretty much plateaued over the last month and it's so frustrating. I feel a little bit hopeful for change though because I'm about to move in with my parents for a year and my mom is a personal trainer and a health nut so I'll always have super healthy food and free gym access and someone to ride my bike with and go on walks with. I feel like I might have the potential to start a truly healthy routine. I'm scared I'm going to binge at night though because I've done that in the past at my parents house and it wasn't good. I also don't want to sneak alcohol like I have in the past at my parents house. Well see how it goes in a month when I move.