I think part of the fear for me is that they'll think "oh, no, she's too attached, need to pull back." And at first, knowing they probably couldn't say it back made it easier for me, since I didn't have to worry about whether they would or not. But now I realize it's more difficult, because it's hard to know what they're thinking. I feel like I see love in both T and MC's eyes and in how they interact with me, but it's hard to know for sure.