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usually brainwashing is the reason people get angry and brainwashing is the reason blame themselves or something else for the anger...
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Welcome mr_imnot_crazy. I find the above interesting and quite self-revealing. You see, I can't agree, not for me. But I can see where it is true for you. Can you share more about why you feel this brainwashing is going on?
What if the pills really do make you more of what you are like, and that this you're feeling now, this anger is not who you really are? How do the pills make you feel?
I'm also curious about your ideas of how Jesus forgave. I am a Christian, as you may know if you've been reading in the forums.
Dr Clay will probably post for you this week, but in the meantime, would you share more with us here? ((hug))
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ok i see what your saying, but what im saying that deep inside our minds are perfect. nothing is wrong with anyone. but because of evil that has existed on this planet for 144,000 years (jesus was trying to fix this) people have been brainwashing each other into being evil, subconcious and concious altho people will blame other things for brainwashings. feelings are brainwashings. people should feel completely happy and calm minded if it wernt for brainwashing each other with words and actions. so my point was that in tight situations its often just self-depression which is causing the anger and people will get angry at others for their own personal reasons not because someone sparked them off or something. jesus was more like is inner being so things didnt affect him as much he was more in control of his mind. ergo he was more perfect than a human. my example of him was that he was demonstrating by his example a better mindstate that anyone can acheive making themselves perfect. also doctor pills will NEVER EVER really help you they only destroy nessicary parts of your brain and make you dosile, and this i know from experience. and another thing about perfection, your mind is your best doctor. if you work hard like your life to be perfect and do everything you can to acheive perfection, and make that the goal of your life, youll acheive it.
and mum, you need to get back to reality, and see me for who i am and read into the words that i say to find the inner me in everything i say, thats how you can communicate. i am more happier now and since being a baby i have constantly grown my happyness so you can see how much more happy 19 years makes a differerence. also, on the outside appearance which fools you when you look at people mainly, so you blame other things for peoples actions (more going on brainwashing as above) but on the outside appearance of me, i was the happiest as a baby and because of how i was treated and the experiences ive gone through, ive slowly decreased in happyness and after 19 years its a drag on my life causing frustration and anger im sure everybody goes through the same thing of their spirit dieing progressively throughout their lives and many things dragging them down into old age. but people will say "thats life, deal with it" anyways mum im much happier now than i was as a child for the new knowlegde i constantly gain and thats a perscpective i have, although i cronicly drink to get rid of depressed feelings. im depressed about the same thing johhny was depressed about life. thats all.
btw, i just meant i dont think johhny really meant to hurt of scare you and it was an accident. a fav quote: dont blame others for your own feelings and actions for your the only one responsible for your body and mind. and you can take control of it.