Hi sodone67. Welcome to pc. We are glad to have you. You sound to me like a very good person who has been mistreated by too many people. You are not a loser, no way. It sounds like you love your girls and have worked very hard to do all you can for them. I am sorry they are not treating you well. You raised them as best you could with all the love that you could give them. I am hoping someday they will understand that. That they are working hard and pursuing professional careers is a testimony to your efforts with and for them.

Once again, welcome, we are here for you.