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Old Jul 06, 2015, 08:37 AM
nogej22 nogej22 is offline
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If i am supressing my sexuallity i wouldnt be here and asking this....and fakeing

I had homosexual thoughts when i didnt know really what i like, when i was younger. and even then i wouldn say that i was hmosexual... i woukld say confused. in fact i had very much conatct with girls and i like that. And i finally done it with a girl at 22 yrs age after idiotic waiting for some kind of...i don know girl from paradise.

Males does not interest me not a bit. I am 100% sure that i am straight. I cant even imagine myself with a male in any kind of sexual contact. I even tried to imagine me and this friend in the sexual contact to test myself and it is unpleasant.

In the end i dont want to think about if i am a straight or do i think i am.
I just want some kind of solution for this... Can i stop getting unwanted erection?

If there is a bisexual man with let say tendency of 60% towards a males and 40% to women...can that man train himself not to feel sexual arousal obout males if he never thinks about males or masturbates thinking of them? Will that percentage go up to 90% towards woman?

i know If i feel sexual arousal to some particular woman i still can stop that with a time, become friend, so this can be done with a male to?

I am very intersted in this subject.... I dont know if there is still some little gay inside of me that enjoyed my masturbating about man and that he exist someware deep. If there is still that gay inside of me i would feel some kind of impuls to watch gay porography or to masturbate about man...but i dont.

If hes there he will get kicked out. Thats my decision and my real self...i dont feel other way then straight. did i done to my self an unchangeable "damage" masturbating thinking of males?

There is no more confusion inside of me but there is a lot of questions