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Originally Posted by hankster
Stillintending, i am sorry, i probably sounded harsh. Like, do as i say, not as i did. Not hery helpful. I know the exact two moments when i was sixteen when i made the wrong decision - even as i was doing it, i knew i was making a mistake. I had youtube in my head, i can still see myself! Its very difficult and scary to claim THIS IS THE RIGHT THING FOR ME, but thats your job right now, to figure it out and go for it. Use your high standards FOR yourself, not against yourself.
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No, you were fine. I gather from what you said that you've fallen into the same trap I have in the past, and you didn't want anyone else to have to experience what you did because of it. I respect that. Thank you, in fact, for caring enough to talk about it. 
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters
Teen with (probably severe) depression
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