That's a good question. Btw when I say psychotic it'd just be me seeing these things all day, locked into that non-real world. Like I wouldn't have to deal with the real world anymore. My mind would not have to take in reality anymore. Could just give up on it and enjoy the negative imagery instead in my mind.

Make any sense?

Also how do I get rid of this... I don't want to just take medication if possible?