Lately ive been messing with my meds on my own as im in a dark place and why not experement? So im supposed to take 30mgs of Lexapro and for the last couple days have taken 80mgs(im assuming its safe since it doesnt seem like very much) and i used up all my ativan in a couple days playing around trying to find a way to turn my brain off. Is this dangerous physically? I dont mean it would be better if i didnt health wise. I mean could i have kidney failure or some serious physical reaction? I also ran out of codeine in my playing which stinks but i can handle that. Just wondering if im risking anything besides mental stupidity when i do this.