Hi, I'm new here... Just looking to find help to feel better. I now feel bad no one replied to you. I know what you mean about finding and keeping friends. It's just not the same as when you are a kid... my closest friend growing up is still a friend... but she lives about 1000 miles away and only see her once a year. Now she has become my travel buddy with our families. Most other friends have moved on and I hear from them once every couple years. I have had coworker friends... but they usually have their own friends where I don't fit in. The same with kids friends. I just know that having a platonic relationship with someone of the opposite sex has always been hard... I have had what I thought were great friends who were guys... then found out that all they wanted was to get me in bed. I have always been somewhat of a loner, so that was never really a big issue for me. I hope it gets better for you!