Hello,

I am very confused and need help with this situation. I was with a guy for almost two years...we are early 20s. We had a really rocky relationship. Around April of this year I found out he was sending and receiving nudes from a girl. He then moved back home. Ended up calling her. We tried to work it out. He then left me. Slept with her. We got back together and this is when everything went crazy. He has anger and would swear at me telling me to shut the f up, shut up, scream in general, f you, f this, I made him.so angry he wanted to punch, he has screamed so close to my face I could feel it. After we tried to work it out this last time... he shoved me. I ended up falling off the bed. He said I have so many problems wrong with me. He's told me I make him so angry that he wants to punch me. He says I caused all of this and all he ever wanted was for me to just be happy..if I was just happy none of this would have happened. He doesn't angry with anyone like this but me. We ended it. It's been two days. And I'm numb. I can't figure out if this is abusive behavior or if I actually caused all of this. Can anyone help me out here. I feel like I did make the right decision but why do I feel so crappy then. So numb.