My evil ex stole my now 16yo MR son once he found out he gets an SSI check each month. He has done everything possible for the last 10 years to cause as much pain as possible. I knew it would be harder than I could imagine losing my son to the abusive ex, but I still cannot function. There is no way I can work. I asked my daughter to stay with me until I could get my disability hearing (PTSD, MDD, panic disorder with agoraphobia) and hopefully approval. She moved out. I am SO angry at her. I felt horrible asking her for help, but I told her I had no choice. I am now down to 75 cents in the bank, car insurance was due today so now I cannot drive anywhere because I sure as BLEEP cannot afford a ticket. My landlord is out of town (I think he will get back in 2 weeks, not sure) so I am going to be waiting for him to come kick us out (me and my 5 cats). I tell people the deal and they all say they will help and they do NOTHING! I really need help so badly financially. I even did a GoFundMe and of course I got nothing. FB helped me realize I have no one who cares. The people in this town are so fake. I have been basically telling the town off via my personal FB page as I know either no one will see it or they just will not care. Anyway, I told myself to leave before they could take my car (got a bank loan to get my son back as I knew I should, but my ex told lies and I got no chance to tell my side) so I knew I should have gone before the insurance ran out so I could get to a homeless shelter far enough away that they could not take my car away from me. Ended up not mattering because I cannot pay for gas, the tag or insurance now. I am just so scared. I cry all day every day and have absolutely no one to turn to. I need the GoFundMe to magically get some donations or I am just not sure what will happen to me. I know I cannot work and those bills I talk about are accurate. 25k. SCARY! I have tried praying and that has done no good. Life has been hell for 36 years and no help so I give up. I am just too tired to try anymore. I just found out I will not get food stamps anymore because I have no kids at home anymore. SMH. I cannot win. I keep getting pooped on and no one cares. I just would give anything to be in a position to help people and then say NO like they told me. Or better yet just say okay I will do for you and then do nothing like they did!! Okay I just had to vent. Gonna lose internet so I wish you all well. Oh I did not go because unsure what to do with all 5 cats that I told I would not abandon plus some family heirlooms