Noticed on your profile that you are dealing with BPD.....do you have a T that you are working with on your issues?

Maybe some of the issues that are part of your BPD are making it difficult for others to have a meaningful relationship with you. Maybe those issues need to be worked on & fixed so that you can have meaningful relationships with others.

Just curious about your signature & your wedding date & yet your looking to date???? That doesn't make any sense in my mind no matter what label you have placed on yourself.