Our darkness is what defines us all too often. Being broken is not easy on the mind. I have scared my kids to the point where they wont tell me if something happens with a teacher, kid or whatever as I handle these things differently than the "normal" parents. My anger causes me to explode in front of anyone anywhere. My wife is nervous many times as I will start issues in public if I catch someone looking at her in a way I do not like(come on just have respect). I even explode at people in front of my kids which I wish I could contain better. The thing is like fire inside of me, once it starts a switch changes over and I become a monster. I am however thankful for my wife as I either would of been in jail or dead if we didn't meet. This is were I understand Sam completely with his reference to each molecule being broken down when we feel attacked or disrespected. Atypical, I have left many friends behind. People like us get what we need not in friends but in our "dark" minds. As you age the tolerance gets worse and the people around become more fake. Friends are over rated anyway. I can have many friends if I needed I just don't have the patience it takes to further this cause. I prefer acquaintances anyhow!! Much easier to maintain(and still get what's needed)... New blood, New FUN!!! HA HA HA HA.. My ADD is shown here huh?? LOL