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Originally Posted by Kiya
It is hard to tease out "what IS me, what isn't" - and more and more layers... some times I wonder if I am just an empty shell, waiting to be filled by an alter. we all made books (journals) with collages and they all HANDED me pictures; "here you like this"... I do? "And this"... so I was handed pictures of coffee drinks and chocolate and palm trees.... please tell me I am more than just those three things....  |
I know this feeling too well, it went away though once I discovered that there is no "central me", that we are all alters with no host, co-conscience, and that we switched seamlessly many times a day. I'm just grateful that there isn't any real amnesiac barrier, just major memory problems, like missing time. I've just ignored it all these years not realizing that it was a symptom of a condition.