I suffer from delusions too. We attributed it to being bipolar because it's genetically obtained. If it weren't for the mild hallucinations of dancing shapes and colors, wiggling walls and floors, and consistent mood cycles, I'd wonder, too. The meds do work, so it's true.

Can you possibly have an onset of psychosis from a genetic condition? Maybe talking to a Pdoc or GP is needed.

Or maybe an others fears bleeding through influencing you? Sometimes I get these instant adverse feelings that totally clash with what's happening at the wrong times, like when I'm mad and about to fight, fear would then run through me from no where changing me.

I hope you get to feeling better hun.