Got to see the kids and got through it with just one panic attack through out the five day trip. It was a good trip for the most part and both boys seemed to be doing okay and managing their illnesses to the best of their ability. The panic on my end came when I was left alone for just 10 minutes with the son that attacked me several years ago. I was told that I wouldn't be alone with him but it really couldn't be helped and looking back now he was really well behaved and once he realized that I was having a panic attack he got me a drink and turned on the TV so that he was out of my hair so to speak. See? I have such a kind hearted soul for a step son, a young man that wouldn't harm a fly but when he's off meds it's a different story.

Over all it was a nice trip. It was nice to have the four of us back together again and we got to beat the heat staying in hotels during our visit..

TODAY my anxiety is moderate which is normal for me the day after a panic attack but I'm dealing with unpaid medical bills that should be covered but the right hand has absolutely no clue what the left hand is doing at the insurance office or the dental office. *Bangs head*