Well Macd123,

I envy you....I am a wannabe loner. Just imagining that everything is under my control. I can cook whatever I want, whenever I want. I can wake up whenever I want. My life would be so under my control.

But since you don't want this wonderful lifestyle, have you considered moving to some place else. I think moving to a new place is like restarting life.

Maybe join some hobby classes...learn new instrument?

I guess you don't need to be a great person to make friends....just sincere in knowing them.

Start a blog where you write about feelings....exercise, workout, do yoga...you'll gain a great bod and confidence....and hot looking people with confidence attract more people.

Take an effort to dress your best even if you're grocery shopping....you really don't know where you meet someone interesting.

And get a puppy....puppy attracts people and a great companion.

Hope it works out for you and you meet someone you can be comfortable with.

How old are you....btw?

Good luck!